stress is slowly disappating

>.> Can you believe someone likes working at mcdonalds? I have been in working at McDonalds for a while and I dont hate it. The only thing I don't like about it is a couple of managers... O.O; The store manager is realy realy realy nice... ^-^ I make work fun<<< Like danceing and singing and being a fool


Sorry to say but the is going to be less art comeing from me for a while. My computer has a trojen deep inside of it and we need to whipe the computer before we can use it again -.-; (can we say stress...) >.< But I would like to say that IT WAS ALL MY FAULT AND THAT I WILL NEVER LOOK AT P**N AGAIN!!!!!!!!!

now that thats off my chest I feel a bit better O.o

Oh something cool happen a few days ago! I moved away from a small place called cherryville in grade four. I was the one female that always got picked on but I always had friends to stick up for me and chear me up... And one friend that was a good friend of mine found me on facebook ^-^ and now we are going to ceatch up and hang out on next sunday *hopefuly* I cant wait... She is all nervious because we havent seen eachother in soo long... after all it has been 10 years !!!! wow thats a long time >.> Oh well its will be interesting hehe

I will up date you when I come back from that hanging out ^-^

Stress comes back on swift wings as my love was fired just the other day... Not by his doing but still he got fired...

-.o oh and later today I burnt my self at work, not on perpuse but it hurt... bad grees
and an old gentalman (maybe not soo gental) was stacking me for a little bit, I passed him on the road opposite directions then he turned around and walked behind me... something else caught his eye and then he left me alone but it was still creepy

Its 1pm and I still havent had anything to eat... I had no choice when it became 12:30 pm but even still I am not sure one if I have anything I can eat, and if I would want to eat what I have thinking also that I am not going to be able to do grosarie shoping tell monday, most of my days I been drinking liquids for breakfast and lunch and have something at supper there are egos in the house but I eated most of them soo I feel guitly for eating any more of them (and when I eat them I feel the need to have more... If I didn't have the thought of gult I would probly eat them all in one sitting O.o)

wish us luck we are going to need it -.-

stress I bidde you farewhile for now

My Love has found a job Yays

My jaw doesn t hurt any more Yays

O.O' I'm done the monthly.... dont think you needed to know that but said it any way


?.? what do I do now?

looking at my life right now it seems soo frusterating and flustered

Yesterday I am happy to say my dinner was two peices of cheese.. Yay... (said with sigh) my pay check is comeing tomorrow but I know that it wont go far.

Dear love
I cry
For I can not suport you
As you did for me
I cry
For I can not handle the burdan
As you did

Dear Love
I love you
I will do my best to keep us going
As you once did

Please Love
Forgive me
For I cry the tears of stress
The Tears of pain

I push and push
I will brake
I will cry
I can not support us
As you used to support us


God I hope he gets a job soon... -.-;

(A shoot out gose out to my Borther, though he will not know of this shoot out at lest I got to do it... )

Hi
I would like to say I am a proud owner of a family tattoo... ^-^ My aunty even did it for me.. the tattoo is ment as a reminder and a bond... all the females in my family got it, I happen to be the last one to get it.

Background

When my Grandpa past away I could fell the bonds that he had created quiver and strane. My Grandma thought it was a good Idea to get something that repersents my Grandpa's love and so she picked the tattoo that ever female in my family now and to come will get... even my kid's kids will get. Though some of the bonds my Grandpa made through his life have been broken and severed from the rest of the family, we are still family. Just this past years sence Grandpas death I have lost his doggy (Jessy- canser- year and one day after Grandpas death), my great grandma and two of my grandmas moved to further away (Blood Grandma Chick, and Grandma that was married to my Blood Grandpa for over 35 years (I believe ))

Things have changed through the years of my grandpas death, but I know that my love for my family members is as strong as ever. I miss those that have passed and those that I rarely get to see. My family is important to me, and I know that in them it is important too!!


(rest in Peace Grandpa)